Subject: xmas shopping nightmare
went with the hubby for what was ment to be a nice browze around the shops without the kids,followed by a trip into a toy shop for the kids xmas presents.
well i managed a slow 30 min of wondering before we had to stop. the pain i was getting was horrendous, every step was hard work.
had a coffee and took more pain killers but i just had no more energy so went streight to get the kids things.
I walked round there in a daze unable to concentrate so poor hubby litterally ran round the shop bringing things we needed to me and the trolley.
A plus to it all was we did get everything we wanted for the kids but im just so frusterated and mad with myself. all i wanted was to spend some time with my other half and enjoy looking at differant shops but because my naff body wasnt co-operating i just couldnt enjoy myself. And im sure ive let him down because we were both looking forward to it so much and it was rushed and cut short because of me.