Date: 26.08.2011
From: willis
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Subject: realisation
hi all. had appt with consultant last friday - asked who i shout when i get a flare up - mouth hits floor, flare up when how - you should have called - hindsight is great ;) gave me a shot of steroids and go back in 4 weeks and if this happens again call me immediately - so some assurance there thankfully and not as dismissive as previous so happy with that. steroid has helped but just masks the reality eh! ok so now i have become more 'aware' of the severity of my condition and that this is as good as it gets. i feel like a heel when i see younger people on here or young mothers with little kiddies and then i moan! even got told off by friend for that, thinking i'm in not such a bad position as some of you and can't moan when i only have me to worry about and no little kiddies - you're condition is bad too willie lol. guys you keep me going when i'm down i wish it was all over, you keep me going when i'm up in the night not really knowing why, guys, you keep me going and for that i am eternally grateful to you all. i wish you all a great or at least tolerable bank holiday weekend even if it is raining! thank you forum xxxx
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