Date: 04.06.2011
From: chaz
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Subject: marriage
wanted to share - my marriage is not great but i feel with my recent diagnosis of ra and the onus on me still to do alot of the work with kids and house (as well as outside work) i feel at breaking point and think the marriage is as well. There is nothing on my part but pure frustration and indignation. He would think that he does his fair share (he doesn't) he has upped his time with the kids but i feel like screaming where the hell have you been for the past 10 years when i have been struggling and i half blame him for getting to this stage - does anyone else feel like this? Is the disease making me feel more despondent that usual. I don't know. i also hate the fact that i am dependant on him at times.
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